the clock goes...

Its been a while I last wrote a note or even update my blog...SO, suddenly...I felt like doing it.

First of all, I couldn't sleep.
Secondly, I have an inspiration to write a lil' something tonight. well, its 1:06am. Good morning.
Thirdly, my mind is clinging to something in the past, all of a sudden.

I woke up, feeling tired.
at one point, when I was sitting in the car..
waiting for my mum...
the player was playing a song...
brought me back to those times...
a painful playback i supposed...
cos, when i was listening...i was totally out!
I frowned, I thought hard....
guess what was the feeling I have in within?
regrets.
I regretted!
Then, I talk to myself, looking to the mirror...
come back, feL! its over adi...

so, off i stop thinking.
but, it didn't just stop there...
I am still thinking bout it.

It was just a very short 3 to 4 minutes of thoughts, u know...
YET, it had brought back so much feelings...
feelings that all this while I THOUGHT is bygones...
I told myself to let it go, and i think i just failed.
THEN, when I refused to let it go?
The more it will be inclined to let go.

there is this fav song of mine that goes...
~Cos when I close my eyes, and drift away
I think of U and everything is okay...
Maybe its true, I can't live without U
Maybe two is better than one...~

Such nice lines, elaborating such dramatic notion.
I think I have to, WE all have to succumb to the fact that...
Everything most beloved is rarely everlasting.
A lot of things nowadays is not a simple as just...
You want, and u can have it.
You like, and it will be yours.

sacrifice.
That's the word of the game.
are U willing to sacrifice?

Whether or not I or the both of us realize...

why don't we just take a look at the clock?
or simply just your watch...
the clock goes...
tick, tock, tick, tock...
whether U are with an occupied mind...
whether U are with a happy mind...
whether U are with a carefree mind...
Look at the clock ticking.
It is ticking and it will go on ticking
regardless what mind are you with.
Not til' the battery is flat..it will go on ticking.
So the question is...
are u willing to go on looking at the clock ticking
and wondering why the battery doesnt go flat...and finally stop ticking
OR
just take away the battery...and..
LET YOUR HEART IN WITHIN
do the ticking?

at least, the sentence..
"time is running out" wont be much of a use?

ANd...I wished I could relived the days, and change something. (:
wishful thinking, but, if the thought could ease it...no harm right?

WELL WELL...
Good MOrning!!!
"What do you mean? Do you wish me a good morning, or mean that it is a good morning whether I want it or not; or that you feel good on this morning; or that it is a morning to be good on?”

Good Morning anyway...!

Miri Trip - Day 1: Arrival of lil' Angels

My lil' angels had arrived safely.
Sound asleep right behind me.

seeing them equals taking away my tired soul.
=)

not to deny, but to accept.

"Stepping out of faith maybe the hardest thing I ever do, but I believe,
If I want to walk on the water, I have got to step out of the boat"

As I've mentioned...U better not expect any new entries in this blog. Whenever i blog...means I'm down to the bottom.

In order to accept things that U don't like to...the one way out is to
Go through Hell and Keep Going.

And I'm not turning back, by all means.

Felicia, U've gotta keep moving forward and
DO NOT HOLD BACK.

So...
Letting Go is not to deny but to accept.
Letting Go is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.

I thought I can tell U a story.
But, when I open the book...
Its blank.
All I could see is...
The End.

That makes it TWO!

Got my offer letter from Deakin University ytdy! (:

4 more to go...

*chuckles*

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

why didn't I get this earlier?